The Grid around the Earth

Sometimes in meditation, I feel the need to stand tall inside my very own Pillar of Light. The first time it appeared, it was as wide as me with my arms stretched out. But each time I returned, it grew wider. The light became denser and whiter. An Angel even took residence in that Light and is suspended half way between Earth and Heaven with his wings wide open. One day, I felt lifted, pulled up in the Pillar of Light. I looked at the Earth below me and saw glowing red veins. I passed by the Angel. His face was stern and his eyes were closed. I passed him and reached Space. I saw our Blue Marble and suddenly came to a stop. I was at the crossing of a White-Blue crackling Energy surrounding the Earth in a Grid. I was at a junction of many streams. I stayed there, curious and amazed. What was that Energy? Why was it around the Earth? Why am I here? So, as I usually do, I started to have fun with this and decided to build my very own Orbital Station directly where the streams met. I built it small. There was one main room equipped with many Technologies, Interactive Star Maps and Controls. There were two smaller rooms for storage and R&R. A woman in a blue Jump Suit with very long white hair held in a pony tail was standing next to the Controls. I understood she was the Mechanic of that Station. She maintains the Equipment of the Station and of the Ship. I had a ship!

In the back of the Station, there was a Dock and to it was attached my Scout Ship. I really should say our Scout Ship.  This ship is now the third member of our crew.

I studied and learned that this Grid was replacing an Old One we didn’t need anymore. The Guardians, a group I am a part of but know little about, are experts in building Grids. And that Blue-White crackling Energy is Prana. It means Constant Motion in Sanskrit or Universal Life Force. Each following meditations, I started in the Pillar of Light, boosting it with all I had. I imagined myself exploding outward with immense power dispersing Prana throughout the Grid. I felt the circuitry growing in strength until one day, I was called to the Station. My Mechanic was running in every direction. The Station was dangerously shaking and threatening to come apart.  I realized it was related to the rise in vibrations coming from the Grid. I decided that we needed a shield. Then, I heard a big sonic boom and the Station stabilized. We had our shield installed, a new piece of Equipment on board that my mechanic almost immediately stripped and studied to make it better, as she said.

In time, the Energy of the Grid grew so much, we had to create a whole new Station. A bigger one. We had to be two crewmen to operate its controls and we had help from a Cognitive Computer with a lovely voice. And with a bigger Station came a bigger ship! The kind built to travel fast and far. Two words that are completely inaccurate in this case for we reached parts of the Cosmos I couldn’t even imagine existed. We flew the Ships to many adventures which I will tell soon enough.

My attention was slowly drawn elsewhere as time passed until I received a vision while I was wide awake, outside of meditation. The Grid had just expanded. So much so that there was no Station left. I felt my Mechanic had left in time with our Two Ships and was now residing in a Mother Ship which I never knew existed. I sometimes get glimpses of the huge Hangar where she is but I feel I am not ready to wander around. For now.

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The City of Light in the Abyss

I sat in meditation and traveled to a village in what felt like Old Japan. The houses were sitting by a small clear lake. They were towered and protected by the Mountains and a river brought abundance to all. The rain was pouring as I sat in silence by the lake. I saw the Cherry Trees bloom and I was thankful. I stayed in awe until I felt like swimming in that crystalline water. I stood up and took a few steps, knelt and slowly let myself fall head first.

I became the water. I lost track of Time and Space. Suddenly, something caught my attention to the surface. I swam with ease to reach it. There was a young man by the lake. I could see the houses and the cherry blossoms behind him. I realized I had spent an eternity in the water. I had a fish tail. I was curious. That boy was staring straight at me. I was not used to that. Usually, Folks could not see me. I tilted my head and stared back. He took his clothes off and jumped in the water. I took him on a little tour, he was clumsy and holding on to me. That lasted for only an instant.

The boy vanished and I was surprised by a Dolphin jumping in front of me. He was very excited. He wanted me to hold on to him like that boy held on to me. I did. We swam with great speed. I loved it. Then we started diving Deeper and Deeper. I felt the heaviness of the Ocean over me. If it was not for my Dolphin Friend, I could not have been here. I felt his Strength and Endurance. As I began understanding how far I was from home, a luminous City of Light appeared sitting at the very bottom. There was a multitude of creatures swimming in every directions. This space was not heavy to me. I could swim again with ease. My friend took me to a Hall where I was to wait to be ready. There was beautiful pillars of dark brown and orange stone. I could feel the softness of the Marble. I sat there and tried to focus. I decided that I didn’t need my tail anymore. I shook out the water from my body and deployed my Fairy Wings instead. I felt good. Since last I saw my wings, they had changed. They were white and snowy. I had received my Winter Wings. I was proud and showing off a little. Then I remembered to stay focus. I tried but my mind brought me to my friends who need courage in these times to find happiness. I prayed  and got lost in my love for them. After a moment, I felt people were surrounding me. I was in that Hall and the reunion had started. I focused again as I sat comfortably, ready to listen.

Everyone stayed silent. It’s hard to stay in that space so I spoke.

 » I am looking for my Self? « 

We smiled. « Have you seen it? » We laughed. There was Joy everywhere.

Then the Energy drastically changed. Before me appeared in all Majesty a Woman with her arms wide open. She was surrounded by light. Her body was white and her arms were Wings of White Feathers. I was overwhelmed.

As if she knew, She brought me back by the lake in the pouring rain among the cherry blossoms. I was sitting as I always do and she sat before me a fire suddenly between us. I could see her face through the heat of the flames like I would look at my self in a mirror. I said:

« What is your name?

SA-RA »

And I left. I was exhausted. I could not focus any longer. I was back in my body, sitting on my kitchen floor. I was not ready to open my eyes though, I felt my whole vessel vibrating from the Crown to the Roots. I gave it All to Gaia and thanked her and went back to the lake in the rain. This time, the villagers were on their porch, looking in my direction. I stood up, looked up at the sky and raised my arms. The clouds swirled upwards until the blue sky was visible and the Light came pouring down on me. I smiled and thanked Father for his presence. I spread my arms farther and the light grew around me for all the villagers to witness and bask in.