When I am in meditation, I don’t only reflect and pray. Most of the times, I fly and explore! One day, I decided to take my brand new Scout Ship for a ride. I didn’t take my Mechanic with me. I set a course in some direction I felt drawn to in the blackness of Space. I immediately realized I was heading for a black hole very near me. Alright, I said to myself, let’s go!
My small ship entered the field and I was surprised by major turbulence. We, my ship and I, were ejected with great speed on the other side of the tunnel and gained back our stability after a short moment. I looked out on port side and saw a massive purple and pink dust cloud with pale yellow light coming from its core. There was a huge Station, tiny next to the cloud surrounded by hundreds of ships like mine. Two of those were heading toward us as we were heading to a second black hole on starboard side, away from the Cloud and the Station. The two ships positioned themselves on my left and right wing and to my surprise, we entered the field together. Somehow, their presence stabilized our flight pattern and we did not feel any disturbance. Good thing too for this tunnel took us longer to go through then the previous one. Then appeared in front of me a Ship as big as a planetary body. A city of sorts with thousands of ships of all sizes surrounding it. There literally was traffic. I felt my ship was on auto-pilot heading straight to the Star City. The two ships on my wings escorted us to a small secondary hangar. I remember clearly the shadow that the huge City was casting on us as we docked. The door opened and I walked into a small and empty hall. Another set of doors opened in front of me and two female humanoids twice my height were standing there and welcomed me with a peaceful feeling. One had blue skin and the other green. I smiled and understood I had to follow them. They turned their backs and walked through the corridors to what I felt was the center of the City. It was in a Courtyard. There was a busy crowd among a wonderful garden of Giant Trees that were reaching so very high, I could not see the branches. I had never seen trees this big. And coming down from the heights, was a water fall. I could smell the familiar scent of fresh cold water. Not to get lost among the crowd, I returned my attention to the ladies guiding me. They were climbing a spiraling large stair case to a room with a view on the garden. I entered what was obviously a Reunion Room with a large rectangular table, many chairs and a couple of people already there waiting. They were all humans. Same height, same energy as me. I was very excited. I said:
« Hi! Are you the Human Delegation? I am so happy to be here! »
It was clear to me at that point that I was on board a Diplomatic Ship. The other humans stood up, some laughed kindly at me, made me feel like a silly little girl all excited I was. Some even tapped me on the back as I heard:
« You will get used to it ».
They formed a line and left the room guided by the same two ladies I arrived with. I followed them in awe, looking in every direction. We went down the stairs to the Courtyard, made our way through the crowd to the Main Area where there was even more people gathered of all shapes and sizes. I was standing on the sideline of what I would call an Arena. There were Representatives seated in front of a Stage. It was very noisy. The excitement was palpable. There was electricity in the air. I was trying to move closer to the stage to get a better look but I clearly felt I had not much time left. In a flash, I was back in the hall leading to my Scout Ship and had opened my eyes.
I returned shortly after. My meditation brought me directly to the Diplomatic Vessel. I was not on board my scout ship but in a luxurious frigate. Like I was a guest. I was standing in the middle of the main room looking out at the space traffic from the transparent ceiling. The Frigate entered the Main Hangar area, what I felt was the main entrance. I could see the inside of the docks and suddenly, there were people saluting me through the glass ceiling, waving their hands and smiling joyfully. I felt like a Star. Like they were waiting for me. We docked and a door opened. There was an even more luxurious room on the other side. It was calm and silent. My heart told me the door would open when I was ready. So I stayed in that room, wandering what I needed to be ready. I looked at myself in the mirror and decided to dress for the occasion. I chose a yellow sparkling dress, let my hair loose and wore shining jewels but I sighed. It didn’t feel right. It was way too much! I decided instead to wear a pilot blue and purple jumpsuit and pulled my hair back and took all the jewelry off. Immediately, I saw through the mirror a door opening behind me. I was ready.
I stepped onto the Stage nervously. I was wondering what was worth saying to Universal Representatives. I started talking about myself. I felt they were curious about me and how I came to be. I told them of the trials I went through and how I felt as a human. I told them about not knowing and not remembering who I was and at the same time feeling so close to finding out. They were silent. I felt they knew who I was. So I decided I had spoken enough and instead raised my arms as I usually do. I manifested the Light of Father from within and deployed my most beautiful set of Light Wings. I wanted to impress! I washed everyone in that room with my Light. But the Light didn’t stop there. It grew and expanded until I could see it from way out in Space. The Diplomatic City was engulfed in a giant ball of Pure White Light and I smiled with Love for myself.